Monday, 22 June 2009
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Twist in the tale.
My first and somewhat successful attempt at a French manicure, albeit with a lil twist. Instead of the conventional white tip, I used a fuschia instead, and a lil blue glitter to kinda mask whatever imperfections. Admittedly they do look a lil stunted since my nails are so short.
Excuse the bits of dry skin and cuticle. This is afterall, a home manicure and I'm a lazy prick.
A friend mentioned today that Chris got married last year. It wasn't unexpected really. Somehow this strange feeling came over me. I became a lil quiet for a moment. Then I said "I still hate him." Thinking back, I don't think it's so much of a hate. It's just a feeling which I can't describe. I definitely do not have feelings anymore for this person but neither have the regard of insignificance taken over me.
Maybe it's the aching feeling of being hurt very deeply. You neither forgive nor forget.
Oh well. The sun sets today and rises tomorrow to a bright sunny day. Hallelujah.
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Comments (9)
I think that strange feeling is what I call ..."Wtf so-so moved on without me? Okie crap ..life still goes on" ...ex-syndrome? he he
@ErniesUrn - LOL. Maybe! Nmind...i'm better than that! Damn u Ernie for being attached! Heh...jk.
@leblue7 - Aiyah ..I think everyone as some point has recv info about a certain ex getting married ...it's always weird ..but it helps to put your life in perspective and gauge how well oneself has moved on to ones own happiness.:)
@ErniesUrn - True! As cliche as it sounds, life goes on. And this is the period of life when pple ard start getting married and being single seem like a very awkward thing.
Yup it does seem akward at times, however there also stories of people getting divorce as soon as they got married. Sometimes i wonder if they were actually "peer pressured" into tying the knot before they were actually ready. Especially if you live in the city, friends get married like as if joining a club ... one after another. Blah..
Huh, I couldn't wait for my ex's to get another bf or marry. To me, it signifies both parties truly moving on. I'd be happy for them. The only thing that could kill the moment if I start thinking "What if...?"
Nice nails! I was youtubing french nails and learned the process. I wonder if my left hand is steady enough. How was yours?
Dr J
@ErniesUrn - When are YOU getting married, Ernie? LOL.
@ThurzNite - Nah...certainly no what ifs here. This may sounds loserish but I know he's not the one. At some point it was really tiring.
Left hand was definitely shaky. The tips weren't as clean as i would have liked them to be. Great, now u can do my nails!!
@leblue7 - LOL, I'll need some practice first, gotta find me some doggy paws or something for trials. A patient told me she's getting stars and glitter on her nails for July 4th, sounds very patriotic.
I'm curious...what does "a lazy prick" mean in your country?